ok were to start, well not engaged anymore for one lol, without bullshitting or saying we broke up, i did something awfully bad so i got good and dumped. We started off on speaking terms, but now not so much :S aaaanyways. i moved out of my last student house were i was living with a friend of mine and my now ex. From there moved back in with the parents for a few weeks until i found an apartment living with 6 other str8 guys. Thought that would work out, well not so much, managed to move in with the only 6 tee total nun like student str8 guys in existence, so rapidly picked up all my things and bolted. my landlord stole a few sacks of my stuff which included many of my most cherished possessions, trying not to think on that too much. But found the house were im currently living now which is absolutely amazing and Living with tow of the nicest guys you could ever hope to meet. Have new bf, Jack, who is amazing. One of the funniest people ive ever met, and somebody who doesnt hate with a firey passion, which is all good. lol. anyways thats a few o the things which have happened over the past few months

Ok its been nearlly another year since ive written here. I wanna say sorry but honesty is key, or so my friends tell me ok were do i start. Well i moved from my first student house back home after a year, things didnt go exactly as planned, then from my parents house i met this guy who ive mentioned before i ended up after about 4 months of knowing each other mving in with him at his house in leicester which is only about 200 miles from were i was. anyways i got a job working for national grid which is like the emergency services for gas leaks, explosions etc etc, so after causeing only a few of those (which i was supposed to helping to fix) i got fired ater about 6 months. So following that me and my bf moved back to liverpool back into my parents house for the summer, spent the majority of it with and just going the beach, travelling etc etc. letting my parents get me as drunk as possible. (the joys of adulthood) lol. so after only 3 months there i got a job working for Sony Playstation testing the playstation 3 and all its software and new games n stuff. quite a cool job, very little work and high pay. As with my sudden increase with income me and my bf put a deposit down on this really flashy apartment (still out of my price range) but very very VERY nice. lol. but couldnt work and finish uni off, so ended up having to quit that job and in turn had to leave the really expensive apartment behind. So doing that i moved to were i am now, into a house about 3 seconds from my old apartment with my bf and an old friend of mine Rashpal. Spent most of this year getting as drunk as humanly possible and passing out in the most obscure places (but still getting all my work done) and now were still here one year on. not so much drinking as scrounging for money as were al broke and the thought of getting a job repulses us all at the moment. but thats my last few years in a very large nutshell have a nice day

anyways jumping right in.... ive moved back to liverpool, initially lived with my paents for 4 months but now moved to my own place, a really nice old building that was once a private school and thanks to building developers has made it into lush apartments. its listed building so they cant ruin the good points of the building but ahh well. i alo gotn myself a JOb with Sony Playstation europe testing the PS3 before its release, cool job, i aqctually get paid for sitting on my ass and playing games. mmmmmmm sooo lazy. and ive started writing again, thought id get bac k into it since semester in un i is starting yup again so gonna get used to writing again. seeya soon.

Just to start off the Y button on my laptop is sticking, so if i miss out a Y in any sentence. you know why. so anyway. i havent written a journal in a looooong time. so catch you all up on stuff. i took a gap year at uni, i went gay. im now living in leicestershire with my boifriend at his place. i started working for national grid Transco and got myself good and fired. im now in between jobs. AKA unemployed. but loving it. havent really written anthing to put on here recently. guess i havent had the time or havent been inspired by anything. whateva. but im writing now so its all good. im kinda wondering whether i should move in next year with my cousin and my bofriend gary or just continue doing what im doin now. very confusing. anways enough of this ive got things to do. catch a all l8r

Ok well its been kind of an interesting week for me, still waiting to decide where im gonna be living come next semester. weird feeling like your homeless for the time bein. but anyways i need to get movie on the idea or the homeless feeling will become less like a feeling and more like a reality. also. I decided it was time i dyed my hair again. was bored with the old dark blonde. so was gonna put lighter blonde streaks in my hair. so i got one of my housemates to do it for me. left it on for 25 minutes just like it said on the bottle. washed it out and my hair was more ginger than you could probably imagine. so i put on my biggest hat and headed for the shop to buy more dye. Got blue/black. decided darker might be better. So put that one my head. got crimsonblack to do it that time. washed it out after 30 minutes. and it looked fine. blue/black all the way.........until the next morning and it was so light purple that i looked like dame edna. ( for those of you who dont know who that is) it was a really bad thing. So hightailed it down to tony & guy and had to get my hair dyed jet black hair. which looks pretty cool there. but 3 dye jobs in a day. cant be good :S been doin the work thing all week. damn boss/dad. grrrrrr and all this other stuff happened, but not gonna bore you with the details hehe. Laters